January 2012
45 posts
Anonymous asked: "I don't know if he didn't do it or did do it," Delbert Stayner said, "but if he did do it, he did it because something just snapped. Cary was a good kid, one who kept to himself, got good grades, and had friends. We didn't know anything about him having problems or hearing voices. He was awful quiet."
December 2011
104 posts
2ndstringmathmagician asked: where do you get your words from? i mean, is it poetry, playing or just communicating?
opalites-deactivated20120307 asked: you were in my dream last night except you were a teenage murderer and psychological wonder its strange because you wrote a book about it and had lots of fans just like other famous murderers and everything and i dont even know you but i dreamt about you and im just sorry it was in a negative way
around 20 years ago when my father was starting as a city cop he shoved ll cool j into an arcade game machine and yelled at him because he got involved when my father was addressing one of ll cool j’s friends or something so its like i sort of feel like ll cool j sometimes when my dad gets mad at me.
i’ll be the dog you be my bitch i’ll be the god you be my dog i don’t mean anything to anyone i’ll treat you terribly and i won’t feel bad i promise we can be each other’s dogs it will be fun.
both brenda buckley and susan collins asked me flat-out on the first day of senior year if i’d take them to prom. i’ve always been popular. i went to the prom with susan and we kissed on the dance floor while a beach boys song was playing. my mother made me lunch everyday from the first day of kindergarten to my last day of high school. she would always cheer me on at my football...
a friend once told me you gotta try to blur out the faces of your enemy when you’re firing in combat. it’s been really easy. i mean, you can’t tell these gooks apart and their eyes are just little slits. they make it so easy to avoid eye contact, they make it so easy to kill them. i feel big. i don’t see them as human when i’m firing. so i never stop firing. john...
dog is man’s best friend man cries when dog dies dogs bite. man kills deer man feels proud when deer dies deer prance around all girly.
fauxlita asked: what's your plan for after high school? how many more years do you have left?
jogah asked: thank you i like you too you are precious i hope your holiday is bearable
my ponytail is still intact i think that says a lot.
my dad just strangled me he just put both of his hands around my neck and he held me down he was screaming into my face and i kicked him off me and he said “dont you fucking dare” and i realized that i’m 17 years old and i can hit him back i can hit him back so i pushed him off of me i pushed him into the table and he went after me and my family was watching none of them did a...
i am so retarded how do i not be so embarrassingly obsessive and dramatic someone help me out with this what do i do about this how do i hide this.
i do this a lot i type out these really long posts but i don’t ever post them. i think it’s stupid to feel uncomfortable posting something on a blog you’ve made for yourself. i don’t expect any of this to make any sense to anyone other than myself. it’s just cathartic, i guess. it’s genuine but it’s all complete nonsense.
i have faith in cheez-it christ. on the first day of school this boy he asked me “so have you killed anyone yet” he asked me this in front of the class he said “you’re the sketchiest kid” and i said “no.” he has freckles. says a lot of jokes and is well-liked and tall. wears funny t-shirts chuck norris jokes did you see south park last night milk breath...
i am a complex person and i was shaved and i was killed there’s a large wooden cross in a field for me a woman on the local news said “he kept to himself.”
i hate myself the most when i’m walking down the hallway and someone is walking towards me and i’m unsure which way to go around them so i hesitate and i stop walking and i shift from side to side. i can’t think of a more worthless quality than hesitation. and i am a mouse. and i’m in clothing stores and i hear girls asking “do you like this shirt does this shirt look...
Anonymous asked: the people who could really care about you won't need you to keep them interested or need you to be attractive all the time and your'e really liked as is. youre a really sweet man and youre probably not appreciated by the people that currently surround you but there's people out there who would really love you and i bet you would be surprised because your'e really thoughtful...
i’m not sure how much nature there is left in me. only as much as there is in this bullet - a mineral - hallowed and filled and shaped by a man. i’m composed of native copper, flesh, hormones. fed to me from that pink uterus and spread from these blue balls. part nature, but I think mostly man-made. i’ve been molded and polished like a bullet. drawn from nature, sculpted by man,...
a man with long hair is moaning, dying. dying for our sins, he says “it is what it is.” he exists now only in the holy bible. a boy with a shaved head is laughing, killing. and he killed for our sins. he says “i gotta do what i gotta do.” he exists now only in the holy yearbook. little gods. little pale gods. and a man is moaning, naked. this little pussy bitch dies for our...
i appreciate myself so much. too much to give any part of myself to you, too much to talk to you. i appreciate myself too much to let you make me feel unappreciated. and so i won’t talk. i won’t let you know anything about me. and i am so small but i can kill. and i am here but i don’t care. i wake up every morning, i do my homework. i am here but i don’t care if i live or...
jogah asked: genius you are a a fucking genius god damn
when my dad moved back in he took down my artwork hanging in the hallway and in the kitchen one painting of a lake and two drawings of our dogs and he replaced them with other things. there’s a still life painting i made last year in school it’s of a vase and flowers and a wagon and things and it was in his room but he threw it into my room today along with these old records that were...
when my sister drives me places she doesn’t have a lot of cds but she has the song et by katy perry on a disk and so we listen to that song i like when the black man says “see i abducted you so i’ll tell you what to do” and then the girl says “kiss me.”
i saw the math teacher i had in 9th grade who called my mom and told her she was concerned because i never made eye contact i saw her walking with her husband tonight and she looked good she lost like 40 or 50 pounds probably she used to be kind of big she had big hips her husband would’ve left her i bet if she didn’t lose the weight i bet.
because you’re pretty and normal and a girl and we could be friends but i’d be nervous like i have to make myself seem attractive i don’t know i’m sorry i can’t talk anymore thank you for being nice to me.
happyratbaby-deactivated2011122 asked: ill be yr friend for as long as you want
i went to the supermarket with my sister yesterday and i had to bag groceries and she yelled at me she told me to stop being so delicate she pointed to a kid next to us who was bagging things she said “look how he does it” and then in the parking lot she told me that people will walk all over me in the real world and i am a man i need to act like one i was bagging the groceries as...
Anonymous asked: i want someone like you to love me
angelbyshaggy asked: i don't like being around fun or funny people a lot because then you have to be fun and funny all the time. i like people that stand around. i also stand around.
you’re the only thing i wouldn’t rape i’m living only so i can think about you and i would die to touch your hair i would die right now.
the meal came with a free drink i didn’t want a drink i said i didn’t want one i had a water bottle with me i knew he would order one anyway i knew he would order a drink because it was free i know what kind of person you are i know what kind of person all of you are i know you are people and i know you want free drinks.
